that was... weird?

that was soo weird... last time, when i had my sleepover at yaya's, i was cleaning up yaya's room but not long after that... my phone vibrated arh yaya's side table. and at that time, some unknown number called but i didnt answer. cause i didnt give a damn to answer since i was having fun with yaya. but unfortunately, that same number kept on calling and i got annoyed so i asked yaya to answer the DAMN PHONE CALL.

Yaya- hello?
???- hello, ada ********? (forgot what the person was saying)
Yaya- uh sorry, i think you got the wrong number

yaya *hung up*

then we couldnt careless about it anymore so we continued to clean up yaya's room.

*phone vibrated again* but this time, there was a message. from THE SAME UNKNOWN STRANGER

ME *walked over to the side table and read the msg*

???- oi! aku tanya kau bisai2 tadi napa kau nda jawab?!!

i replied...

ME- uh, excuse me who is this?
???- Filah! indra's wife!!!!
ME- im sorry, i dont know any filah and i think you got the wrong number
???- do you know this number? ******** (i dont dare to type the number in here. hahahah)
ME- no

and finally, that stranger didnt reply. hmmm, what happened to HER and HER HUSBAND? 0_o i wonder~ :P

hahahaha but that incident was so random but it really DID happen. believe me :)

-Marissa Elena ^__^

GREETINGS FROM AREENS

its only 7.31 pm, the last day of december.
and we cant wait for new year but at the same time, we're sad. so err... we're gonna have to say HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE WE KNOW AND THE PEOPLE WHO WE DO NOT KNOW. uhuh. actually ADVANCED plg but what the hell, its almost new year, right? hahaha so enjoy your new year (: and hope you guys are ready to say byebye to 2009 :( and sadly, one of the areens are transferring to a new school, far away from yayasan secondary school. shes gonna move to s.hassan so wish her luck :P and also, the other 3 areens who are still staying at yayasan, pray for them that they will pass their examinations! ^__^

be cheerful always; areens ^_^

i close my eyes.

my heart is beating fast.

fast fast fast.

than my head started spining.

than i could just hear it.

my angels voice. "we were never meant to be".

am i dreaming? did i hear that right? it couldn't be.

"move on okay?" the angel continues speaking.

than i opened my eyes. he was gone. my angel. gone. just like that.

noo i yelled. noo. dont go. eventhough i knew he was already gone. i kept yelling.

than i couldn't see him. i just couldn't feel him anymore.

my heart stopped beating when i realise my so called soulmate, my future. gone.

just a blink of an eye. my life. it's over.

but why did he leave me? am i not good enough?

than i felt hurt. i felt pain. i felt everything crashing down on me.

it feels like someone is stabbing my heart again and again.

i started crying by now.

i can't live without him.

how could he?

he was everything.

everything.

my purpose of living.

gone.

i lay there.

hurt. pain. everything just covering me.

everything. is gone now.

how can i live anymore?

that's when i had the thought.

i went to the drawer and took out a gun.

my dad placed it there for an emergency. and i thought why not,right?

than i heard it.

"pull the trigger" said my angel.i don't have anything to live for anymore.

so why not?

"do it" my angel said again and again.

than, i saw him. am i delusioning? yes,i am. atleast i think i am.

i started sobbing.

than my angel said "pull the trigger. you can do it"than i saw him

he smiled my favourite smile.

i fell into a releif feeling.

i fell into this beautiful delusion.

but what about the baby? i'm only 15 maybe i can make it work.

but no.

how can i?

my parents wants me to get out of this house as soon as possible.

i dropped out of school.

no i can't. my life is ruined. i have to kill myself.

i put the gun somewhere targeting my head.

i couldn't see with the tears covering my eyes.

but i couldn't.

my baby.

my heart raced.

fast fast fast.

my head started to spin more making it hard to think properly.

i took few deep breaths.

than i was thinking clearly enough to realise my baby. i can't kill myself. my baby.

my baby. my baby.

than i felt something moving in my tummy.

don't worry baby. i began saying with no voice at all.

don't worry.

than i dropped the gun

and everything went black. i couldn't feel my body but i could feel the pain.

stabbing my heart again and again.

how am i going to live? how?

*please leave your comments :) and sorry if there is english error or spelling error*

love: SYASYA AREEN .

thanks for reading! :)

im back im back im BACK!!!

i just got back from the astronomy camp... and it was unexpectable that azizi, firdaus (ayam) & adlee/adli were my teamates this year. it was kinda a good thing for me that theyre my teamates cause i know them since last year's camp :) we were asked to peform (our team) during the final day. so we wrote and composed a song and mostly azizi, firdaus and adlee/adli made the lyrics i guess but somehow, me and my girl mates did help them out alittle :) but it was worth it, cause azizi played the guitar very well (Y) *nanti tah sja aku lanja kau ideal, zi HAHAHA* the song was actually LAWA but then unfortunately, we kinda forgot the lyrics when we sang it infront of the people like... shit man. hahah APAAKAAN. but it was enjoyable! ^_^
and and therell be more pictures and videos i would like to upload someday about the astronomy camp which i participated :) so, i hope youll enjoy!
but, i like last year better than this year's camp. cause it is just too short ;)

smile like dis ^_____________^

i ♥ tokyah

lain-e

haha laine here. im so tired! haha apakan
i havent been home..yet! maybe tonight
possibly. maybe. haha but yeah erm just thought
i should update a lil on mom.

hi mom! i miss you dont you miss me? haha

i cant upload pics/vids yet cause this is my uncle's
laptop im using and idk how to upload pics from my cam
kesini haha.

30H3s song with Katy Perry lawa

have fun this holiday :)
lets put a smile on that face! hahaha

Friss Areen

dropping by

if you guys(areens) are allowed to sleep over at my place,that would be ZE BOMB!

i minta ampun for not updating :(

mom's still alive!!!

marissa here. ^_^

okay, ima make mom alive again :D since no one wants to update.

my holiday.... has been, well...kinda weird. hahahah been voice cliping alot with yaya's random friends; anwar(endwar), (red), afiq musa, fuad fikreh,(faurice)

i got myself a new nickname from afiq. MAURICE. AHAHAAH one of the casts from Madagascar. the one with the big cutie eyes~ 0_0 APAAN! hahahha lameassss

i went to gadong with yaya and her sis. and these are some of the pictures. sikit sja maris upload. MALAS

utama grand punya fitting room HAHA

in the car

jalan-ing with kaka FIQS!

YAYA'S ROOM. SO PRETTYYYY

next week... ima go camping again!! haha gonna meet the old campers. but, dont know if this year siuk kah nda :( like... mcm sikit sja org ikut. but oh well, hopefully siuk ^_^

miss them.

and also.. i miss the areens. :( where are you guys?

*sighhh*

and i so love this song called *throught the trees by low shoulder* i love it! faurice, thanks for sending it. HAHA. and come on... when are you gonna feel annoyed by me trashing you fb? =_='

someone's trashing yaya's blog (my cousin FYI). he or she even talk trash about me.

that fucktitute.

smile like DIS ^_^

maaf kan saya ibu

sorry!! sorry! sorry!! ive been so derhakaish to mom (massofmusic)

not respecting mom. dont even tell any stories to mom. im so sorry. and here i am, talking to mom. hi mom. guess what? ada camp this year. and im gonna join. MAYBE. not sure. MAYBE... MAYBE NOT ^_^

alai maies. smile like dis pipal ^_^

SEMUA ORANG HILANG!

the ones that has blogs that is.

they say its dead so post something
if your busy i understand, but rather than
membuat nothing..

tsk tsk tsk what am i going to do with you mom

macam nada orang begunakan mom lagi :'(

GET WELL SOON haha apakan im bored..
natng to do.. gtg lapar..

take care evryone! Lennox Lai

AND DONT JUST STARE GIRLS
POST IF YOU HAVE THE TIME

updates

Laine-
crazy starting from now! fucking bklaie saja
family against him tia like eh wth just get over
it! thats like cerita lama like 2007 lama!

but otherwise im okay :) holiday boring
berabis. i've got insomnia again :s i cant
sleep at all.. haha i know how to scream!!
well inda pulang but yeah if i try so hard i can
manage to throw a growl up haha!

i just miss everyone now, like everyone!
i wanna list them all but takut miss out names
so i'll just list it like so..

Areens
madeltans
bandarians
kaybeeians
stbians
i miss you all

post

i'm gonna post only short posts but at least i'm posting.


shasha

HOE MAI GAD!
WTH MARISS!! HAHAHA


UNDER SUMMER RAIN ID BURN THE WAY

NAJA's PARTAY ON SAT NIGHT <3
SEE YOU ALL THERE LOVELIES!

lets get drunk! haha apakan
who wanna fed up haha aaapaaakannn

*looks up*
*looks right lajulaju*

HAHAHAHAHAA!

leverage- attention must be paaaaaiiiiidddd!
hahahahahaahahhahaahahahahhaahahaahahahah

laine

translated song

oh... i found a video arh youtube

smile like dis pipal ^_^

ENJOY *_^

hehehe

eh eh eh, kamuuu. i have a story to tell youuuu. like major urgent....

tadikan... cali wah, macam, apakan, nda jua ku..-

okay, you know what? i have nothing to tell you guys. like seriously, im trying so hard to update this blog, i know its stupid for me to say/update by not knowing what i wanna talk about... yo apakannn ahahhaha.

to those people who likes lame jokes.... baca niii

bnyk2 kacang, kacang apa yg cali?

mr. bean

ada 3 babi. babi mama, babi bapa sma babi baby (wth).kenapa everytime babi baby jalan sma parentsnya ia tunduk?

sal~ ia malu parentsnya babi!! derhaka punya anak

bnyk2 botol, botol apa kalau d terbalikkan, airnya nda tumpah?

botol kosong

eh gila lame eh better stop. appreciate this guys... banar ah? banar2 ku kan mengentertain kamu ni selama beberapa bulan/minggu kami nda update...

smile like dis ^__^

alai maies yg paling comel. haha wtf =_='

srry

as you wish haha

LAINEY FRISSBEE LOLLY AREEN-EY is here
i baru upload pictures in fb the raya pics
haha batah sorry late.

AND AND AND
ABBY! WELCOME TO FB hahaha
AND AND AND

NAJA'S B. BIRTHDAY PARTY IS COMING UP
WOOHOOO!
FINALLY B! PARTAYY!! hahahaha

so sorry sorry sorry kami macam mati

behabuk blog ah macam ehh. someone hire a maid

hahaha apakan. sup ya'll pmb is over

and damnit FREEDOM!

bottlepop! haha idk why im addicted to the beat

i want lg km9000 or is it 6000

its pink i know its weird

but it has 5.0 megapixel camera

slim and tall and hot like a guy

the face is flat

but now its ugly

cause it is taken

and i am replaced

even though it has a 5.0 megapixel cam

and can take pic but still its memory card

will always be brokn by the user

& it trys to find another user

to replace its memory card

you get me

uhuh

that guy is my phone

haha wth lg-life so gay

alai maies i miss ka alai na

ka laine come back to life

but please dont be a zombie

thriller!! thriller

ahax

IM A HEARTBREAKER

haha new pics in laine areens blogs

and new announcement

OPEN HOUSE!

AT MARISSA'S PLACE

THIS FRIDAY, 25TH SEPTEMBER 09

just text either maris or laine up if ada any questions.

danke for your attention haha apakan (Y)

and happy eid to you all

lovely lainey wainey...icecream haha

before and after (haha apakan)

hey hey hey.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS.
hope everyone will forgive me if i did something wrong *innocent smile*

emm well before the actual day of hari raya my cousin MIA celebrated her 4TH BIRTHDAY.
shes a good girl i guess? haha jahat. anyways happy birthday mia hope you have a nice time yesterday.

sooo,yesterday was crazy haha. it was fun actually.

the conversation we had were all like whoaa haha apakan.

me>soo Laa apatah kelmarin ahh? wan hot? HAHAHA
shelaa>ih gilaa,sayang kau ahh.
than she started to tell me what happened yesterday.
all of a sudden my cousin adib hit me.
me>whattt????
adib>*diam* HAHA *lari*
shelaa> HAHA *continue story*
adib>*hit me again*
me>*hit him back*
adib>*crying* oww!!! mama!!!
me>HAHA biar kau *rasa dendam*
adib's mom>sya,kenapa ia ni?
adib>ia tumbuk aku maa *manja*
me>mana da *innocent*
adib's mom>kau ani adib. mabuk kau kah?
adib>*crying again*
than shema came.
and we begun to chat and chat than suddenly
adib>*hit me again*
me>WHAT DO YOU WANT? *kick his stomach* nahh kau!
adib>*crying*
me>ahh, menangis tah kau lagii. nyamannn??? huh? *mental*


than MIA, started to cry(menyamal)
shelaa>napa mia?
mia>kaka pikah tolak mia
shelaa>ohh bah *no interest*

than my cousin eda came shes 4 years old now.

eda>napa mia?
mia>kaka pikah tolak mia.
eda>ohh eda tolak ia balik ahh.
shelaa>ihh jangan.
eda>*turns too pikah* PIKAHH!!! kau tolak mia? mana kau? kenapa kau kambing ani kan?

and you know pikah is like older than eda shes like 8 years old. and shes pretty haha sampat.

than my brother NABIL came in.
nabil>ihh mia and eda. salam salam.
eda&mia>*salam*
nabil>ihh bagus ihh *keluar dari bilik*
eda>ka shelaa
shelaa>ahh?apa eda?
eda>abang atuu kambing ahh.bida lagi.
me&shelaa&shemaa>HAHAHAHA.

okay thats all. thanks for reading eventhough its boring haha.

SYASYA AREEN

hari lebaran

selamat hari raya to all!on behalf of areens
maaf zahir dan batin!
hope all my/our mistakes will be forgiven.
to my family and friends.i love you and i never meant to be selfish at times.
i will cherish you always,my dearest friends.
(well,it's not like i'm gonna die or anything,haha!nauzubillah!)

♥

shasha areen

countdown to raya=2 days?

i laughed by myself reading mars and laine's post.sampai kanna marahi oleh my brother.noticed any difference?

#infinity..1 when a stranger text

this is gonna be long

laine & maies here. oldest & 2nd youngest. we're gonna change it up a lil bit this time...

secret what... secret admire

*at laines house

*ms phone vibrated

*unknown number texted

stranger-eh bob bilakau datang kerumahku

l-bukan bob kawan ku kan?

m-kau tau laine?

S-ah siapakan ni? salah nombor.

m-yatawah salah number wah napa kau msg aku mun kau tau salah number...

kau tau laine?

s-sorry salah number, mana ku tau... siapa laine?

m-adalerr..kau mau siapa?

s-ani siapa?

m-yatah siapa kau mau? kan ku betanya tadi.

s-how u know it was me

m-apakan kau ani? inda jua ku faham tu.

s- siapa kan ni? aku mau tau siapa kau.

m- check arah dictionary ada tu namaku yo.

s-kenapa pulang? aku betanya bisaibisai. kau tau siapa akukah?

m-inda aku mana tau kau eh adang adang ngantuk ku.

s-the guy who loves you very much. kenapa inda balas msg ku.

m-i dont know anyone who loves me cause no one does

l- *menyampuk aku sayang kau jua!

s-really? M**

m-and you are?

s-no let me ask you something. you like him or love him?

just wanna know be honest bulan puasa ni.

m- im in no mood for this and i am being honest seriously

like him or not? he's just a friend. think im lying? no im not

s- im sorry okay but knpa kawan inda reply msg dari kawannya.

l- *nyampuk aku inda jua pernah reply msg mu maris

m- why are u so curious? i was out of crdt and now i've just recharge

s- i know laine. you both sisters

l- *menyampuk Siapa kan tu?!

m- awu kakaku why?

s- nothing yall look alike a lil bit hehe

l- *bising pfffssshhhzzztttt

m- mun namanya sisters

s- hey si M** menunggu ur reply tu and you know why he admire u?

m- no

s- he told me cause ur a nice girl with a pretty smile

l- *menyampuk he likes u for ur face

m- *malas reply

s- yo cat got your tongue indawah just playing man kenapa?

m- *to laine perasan cool

l- *to maris my cats dead

m- who are u anyway.

s- why? curousee?

m- *to laine cruisine kah tu ka

l- *menyampuk aku dessert. lapar ku eh
m- because u were curious at first

l- *to maris now pronounce that!

s- but u didnt answer my curious question. why dont u like people who like u?

m- heres the answer to ur curious question

l- *menyampuk pasaaal...

m- i like people who like me but then as a friend. it doesnt mean i dont like them

l *nyampuk i like faris hahaha

s- okay are u angry? 1 more question are u gonna reply his msg

l- *nyampuk inda

m- that depends on me

s- marah kau arahnya?

m- no. im impressed that he was brave enough to tell me his true feelings.

s- oky.. do u hve any question

l- *yeah do you have chocolate?

m- yes who are you?

l- *im laine

s- other than that

l- *Erm ice cream ada?

m- whatever it is, who are you?

l- *im laine..

s- im a guy, thats enough right?

m- a guy could be any guy. so thats not enough.

l- *yeah a guy could be faris :D

s- hes bodyguard. who are u?

l- *im laine

m- a bodyguard could be any. Im serious, who are you

l- *Scream *AKU LAINE BAH!!

s- he's bro.. Hi mar would u mind if he take ur pic from fcebook

l- *Stalkerrrrrr

m- yes i do mind gnite

s- gdnite. y? u shy? u afraid he'll see u taking pics wearing pajamas

l- *pajamas ku lawa! army kaliah!

m- funny im off to bed do not ruin my sleep and do not text.

and when i say it just once u better not text

l* yeah

s- *langsung inda bebunyi*

l- *zzzzz tetidur

m- *zzzzz

the youngest(whatever) here :D

HEYY guys, these are picss from last wednesday. me and my cousins went to escapade :)

The eldest here

hahaha i blocked my own cousin pasal ea busy body and annoying..

stupid memories passed.

im getting tired of photo comments notification

especially from the photo that you get tagged for being a friend

haha i got tagged on 'my single friends' wth is that suppose to mean?!

tunggu ea aku remove semua!! haha marah.

and Daus wrote something on my wall tadi made me laugh & cry

hahaha. good times. lets see whose on my top wall for now.

Daus, Syeera, Syasya, Zacky, Putera, Faiz,

Widad Muiz Anne haha the whole A.K family

thenn Triffer, Sunnay and Damian foo (y)

whose on your top wall? *happy go lucky voice*

now sedang chat dengan is romcd and aku sleepy

RAYA IS IN 4 OR 3 OR 5 UGH! RAYAS NEAR!!

NAHHH~ HAHA MARAH.

siapa mau kerumahku bgtau aku!! hahaha.

2nd eldest here!

have you had a crush on someone for a long time,but you just ignore the feeling.only now,its growing stronger and you can't help but to concentrate on him and only him.

__________________________________

how was your day,readers?my day was awful.heck,my whole holiday IS awful.i've been attached to either my laptop or tv.my brother went out today.i asked my mum"how come abang gets to go out and i cant?".she replied"cause you're a girl" -_-" and so!?

gimme a break

*bangang face*

but everything looks perfect from far away

*bangang face*

hahaha hmmm hahaha

otay today finally i woke up peacefully

hahaha and its only because everyone left me to

go out. and im all alonee at homee. like seriously

all alone. pintu lagi kana kunci dibawah! canatah kan

keluar ni! haha.

AM BORED

lainelainelainelainelaine

hahaha bambam (Y)

AK PUPUT INTRO ME TO A NEW GENRE (Y)

so another new song in my blog

SHA IMMA FALL IN LOVE WITH A NEW SONG AGAIN!

hahahahahahahahaha

solo

i have absolutely nothing to do.
I'D RATHER BE AT SCHOOL
shasha

i am so bored

if you're wondering why you can't enter my blog.well its because i've changed the link to shashaonn.blogspot.com.
click here!
shasha

waddup?

heyy guys. it's me sya. you know anak si atu wah.
anyways to sha: i dont get your last post but wth :)

have you guys seen the VMA awards? Kanye West dissed Taylor Swift ah. you guys gotta see it like PRONTO!!!!! HAHA :p

and im here to post how sorry i am for not posting alot these days. imma sick :( which is annoying.

and al Fatihah for unclenya Laine yang baru meninggal dunia.

Ka Laine i'm sorry for your lost :( takziah.

THANK YOU.

mwah.

SYASYA AREEN <3

done by shasha areen

still dusty this blog.i miss areens.i miss madelta.i miss saf and sed.cana next year, lagi teruk.ani baru cuti.i hate transferring.i hate being the newbie.shitty!can things get any worse!i hope i dont attract lesbo's.poklenders and lamo's there.you think i should just be a teacher's pet?haha!i really hope me ad syasya get to be in the same class.AMIN AMIN AMIN!everybody!AMIN!

WAKE UP BLOG!

things have changed.

i know i miss the old days too sha

hahaha when i was happily even after haha apakan

well things have changed and i've just got the thing.

okay since we're gonna get this blog up and going again

why not start with whats going on.

whats up with laine- growing older hahaha apakan. changed my hair.

got my baju kurung siap, my ass is huge but peeps said getting smaller alhamdulillah haha. hmm im growing taller than my mom. my hair macam everyweek sudah tukartukar. currently unavailable for personal reason hahaha my uncle Dd sent me dead flowers now. thanks d appreciate that after his failed attempt on hooking me up with my other uncle. stupid mistake d. currently planning an evil plan to ruin someone's life ◕‿◕ hahaha nadabah your safe dont worry i aint telling her. and selamat berbuka puasa for later & happy holidays to you guys! and also selamat hari raya for when its raya.

what's up with shasha-recently got both her eyes bangkak cause of alllergy to cat fur.pakngah and makngah still using her room,likes her tuition place,misses her sisters alot,stressed over pmb and ssru,got this guy out from the way and in comes a new one which is annoying,raya is coming but doesnt feel like celebrating this year,hopes for all the best things happen this year AMIN *AMIN*

(girls edit this and add your 'whats up column')

michael buble was here

i wish.i want to post a video but i dont know how:) happy holiday and selamat berpuasa and soon selamat hari raya.

shasha

part 2♥

recent activities within last week-at nadz house♥part 1

kesian eh behabuk haha

aku rindu kau wah!

kau inda rindu akukah?!

napa kau inda rindu aku?!

aii! fux you then!!

hahaha gila kah sudah cakap sendiri

kami punya pmb is near

like in 10 october

then finish

17th october

1 whole weeek

& raya lagi

i cant wait hahaha

turun naik kb ni eh thanks to dads new raya plan

shiet eh aku inda mau ke kb!! tapi mau jua haha apakan

bad memories *Sigh hahaha apakan

i dnt even have much memories disana

goodnight bby tyng

wait no more bby tyng

pffffttt

*Sigh

YOOOOOOOOOO

BEHABUK EH HAHAHA WTH

ITS SEPTEMBER!!!

WHATS SO SPECIAL BOUT SEPTEMBER?

I DONT EVEN KNOW!!! HAHA WTH

OUR CUTI IS COMING CLOSE

MONDAY CUTI

THEN ON THE SATURDAY START CUTI RAYA

RAYA IS COMING!!!! I CANT WAIT BUT THEN KAN

KAMI RAYA DAPAN BUKU THAT SUCKS

NOW WE ALL HAVE EXAMS SO BANYAK YANG BUSY

UGGGGHHHHHHH HIIIIII

I'VE A VIDEO TO UPLOAD BUT BATAH SO I'LL DO IT

NEXT TIME WHEN I HAVE MY PATIENCE BACK HAHAHA

OKAY HOPE EVERYONE IS OKAY!!

I MISS YOU ALL! BAH TAKE CARE

*0.0*\M/ yeaa haha wth

ada some in facebok but its the same tho

Sha im not rubbing it in your face but i've to update ni & im sorry yea

my facebook photo uploader is shitty cause my active x crap wont work

& you girls should read Abby's blog haha it made me smile like hell

the innocent Ehsan h/e you spell her name.. well shes not so innocent at all

haha what a talam dua something HAHA staie kan beperibahasa

inda jua lurus haha.