....

could we talk? i mean all of us.

-sya

pretty little liars

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of them is dead…

to be continued. i just love the song, creepy, scary, freaky. but it is just so addictive...

R<3

the present

the thing is,

we are still close and growing closer each day.
we are still hand in hand shoulder to shoulder.
we don't care about what people think of us.
we learned from our mistakes.
we still trust each other.
we survived.
we understood.
we compromised.
we are still the same.
we had enough and stopped.
we fought for our friendship and we still are.

you are the only exception.

grulaine♥

hello mom. how are you? i found you, yay. somehow
im not excited as i was before deciding on actually
posting something again. hmm changes? changes. changes.

changes? not much. my hair is curly now and its macam rosak.
cause its already starting to turn super light brown under the sun.
hmm love life, the usuals ups and downs. but still i manage to
go through it with a smile, much drama bubbling up the usuals,
and yet i still carry on haha like i ever gave a fuck.

motherfuckers dont know shit so say whatever you want.
apa tau mu?

yang penting the ones who i need the most is still in my life.
i thank you guys for always being there through thick and thin.

"Its not about who youve known the longest. Its about
who came and never left your side"
- thats family..or close enough♥

sounded blueeeek -laine's style

okay, i take the "effective part" back. sounded weird 0.0

reesa. >_<

Changes

Haven't logged on for a long time now, words can't explain how much I want to turn back time.GIVE ME THE MONEY AND I'LL BUILD A TIME-MACHINE RIGHT NOW.

My hair is long now and I'm obsessed with it.

Things got more complicated with my love life, no more further comments.

I don't sing that much anymore, sad but true.F U if you think that's good.

Got another second piercing.

Free-er than I ever was last year.

I hate chem.

Moved in with T&N (tokyah and nekmak)

Bitches roam the place and are out of control.

True colors exposed.

Learned my mistakes and trying hard not to repeat.

Go to Broadway if you're looking for drama.

Let bygones be bygones but some are just impossible to forgive.

truly miss you, S.I

what im scared the most

"what im scared the most is losing you guys"

that was the first thing ive ever thought of when i took the last step at yayasan. i never want to leave my bestfriends. i want things to go back to the way it was. i keep on asking myself until now why this time is different, we never took everything serious when it comes to fights. we just laughed it all off. this year is too different compared to last year. and i cant do anything about it anymore since everything is changing. i really miss you guys

the past :')

hey. it's been awhile.

i'm just here to talk about the past and this will be my last post. erm well where do i start?

we were soo close together there was no gap no space.. we were always hand to hand.. shoulder to shoulder but not anymore. what i miss the most was when we all went soo crazy together and how we couldn't care less of what people thought of us.. but the thing is we each made mistakes that was unavoidable.. that was unforgettable.

bestfriends and sisterhood is not about how close we are or how much fun we have when we're together.. it's all about trust and surviving. when we have big fights we're suppose to understand each other and just try to compromise but the thing is we didn't do that at all.

i barely even talk to them now. i tried so hard but everytime i talk to them they are just different and may be i'm the one who's changing or i'm the one who finally had the courage to say 'stop' and 'enough'. the point is WE didn't even fight to save our friendship and that showed how much it didn't care to us but that didn't make sense so i thought may be we cared but we were just too afraid.

i love you people.

i'm sorry i said something that was offensive. this is what i have always wanted to say to you guys but it's okay. let's just carry on.

xoxo

mommy, news :)

ive news for you mom. gosh, ka laine and i tried so hard to find you and thank you thank you thank you to ka laine again!! she found you :D:D:D:D:D

guess what? your lil miss P.S.P (panat selahau pacah) is all grown up now :') new uniforms, new school and the best guy she has in her life.

Muhd Syaz, i love you <3

Reesa; Smile like this ^__^

i found you!

momy! i miss you sayang ku :'(
i finall found you and i cant stop crying!
all the memories! omg! hahaha thanks mom.
ever since you were gone i had nowhere to go
NO ONE ELSE HAS TATTOOS OF OUR MEMORIES :)

i love you mom! god bless us.
owh & mom you have a son in law & soon to be EHEX haha!

Lainey

mom, we miss you

OHMYGOD!!!!! SERIOUSLY OH MY EFFING GOD!! OH GOSH!!!! OH MY GOD!! attention people. oh my god!!! areens punya blog, ITS BACK!! oh gosh. thanks to ka laine. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! OH GOSH! GODDDD!!! I MISS MOM!!!!

:') XOXO

Reesa ^__^