marissa.

ive been feeling down these days. i dont know why. just those feelings that come and go without any reason. im afraid to even smile when there are too many what ifs crumpled in my mind. i'm afraid to even be too happy as i know that life goes up and down. even though i have friends in my school but, somehow i feel empty now. and whats worse, writing your feelings down, knowing the fact that you would cry any time soon. i think this time, i've noticed that i'm more fragile now.
i'm hoping my confidence wont fall apart.
that's all im hoping for.
for now.

its been so long i havent been giving you guys a warm hug and. a kiss.

XOXO
yes, i know i wasnt brave enough to even let you guys kiss my cheeks for these past few years.

things are different now. your alai maies has turned out to be very deeply in love with a good guy who has really changed her life. he has taught me that there are many more ways to show appreciation besides money.