the past :')

hey. it's been awhile.

i'm just here to talk about the past and this will be my last post. erm well where do i start?

we were soo close together there was no gap no space.. we were always hand to hand.. shoulder to shoulder but not anymore. what i miss the most was when we all went soo crazy together and how we couldn't care less of what people thought of us.. but the thing is we each made mistakes that was unavoidable.. that was unforgettable.

bestfriends and sisterhood is not about how close we are or how much fun we have when we're together.. it's all about trust and surviving. when we have big fights we're suppose to understand each other and just try to compromise but the thing is we didn't do that at all.

i barely even talk to them now. i tried so hard but everytime i talk to them they are just different and may be i'm the one who's changing or i'm the one who finally had the courage to say 'stop' and 'enough'. the point is WE didn't even fight to save our friendship and that showed how much it didn't care to us but that didn't make sense so i thought may be we cared but we were just too afraid.

i love you people.

i'm sorry i said something that was offensive. this is what i have always wanted to say to you guys but it's okay. let's just carry on.

xoxo