marissa.

ive been feeling down these days. i dont know why. just those feelings that come and go without any reason. im afraid to even smile when there are too many what ifs crumpled in my mind. i'm afraid to even be too happy as i know that life goes up and down. even though i have friends in my school but, somehow i feel empty now. and whats worse, writing your feelings down, knowing the fact that you would cry any time soon. i think this time, i've noticed that i'm more fragile now.
i'm hoping my confidence wont fall apart.
that's all im hoping for.
for now.

its been so long i havent been giving you guys a warm hug and. a kiss.

XOXO
yes, i know i wasnt brave enough to even let you guys kiss my cheeks for these past few years.

things are different now. your alai maies has turned out to be very deeply in love with a good guy who has really changed her life. he has taught me that there are many more ways to show appreciation besides money.

HI!!!!

maris & laine

WE'RE BACKK!
& ITS 4:30 IN THE MORNING
SELAMAT HARI RAYA *LAINAS ORANG PUTIH TONGUE
SMEKOM*MARIS'S BLUNTNESS HAHA

laine-i forgot how to do this
mars-kau sudah makan tapung lai?
laine-seriously i forgot how to do this
mars-apakan? kau lupa buat tapung kah?
laine-lajuwah i dont know how to do this.
mars-cani wah lai... kau ambil periuk
laine- bukan atuwah lali jua eh!
mars-shit i feel so old now
laine-i think pasal atu kali, tani tua sudah ah.
mars-shit aku tekamih
laine- nah kan tua dah wah nyangku.

SHIT WE'RE NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE :(

MOM what happened to us? this breaks my heart.
we're not even funny anymore, i wanna cry :(

laine-shit we're not funny anymore
mars-i know omg :(
laine- :(
mars- we're not funny anymore
laine- :'(
mars- omg i just noticed we're not funny anymore *sniffs
laine- are you crying?
mars- *sniffs we're not funny omg. it hurts
laine- :3
mars- are you crying?
laine- no
mars- ka im sleepy
laine- bah tidur tah
mars- bah zzzzzz*
laine- kan sudah nyangku, orang tua. -.-

mom we're grwing old sudah :( we miss the good old days :(
now we're not fun anymore :(

Guess who?

Selamat hari raya to anyone who is reading which i doubt anyone does :P

just fooling around here.i have nothing to do.i like wearing tudong now,ISN'T DAT GR8T?

so i like turquoise and hot pink now.i just got my hair done.and everytime they trim it,it went like *snip* "no!" *snip* "no!" *snip* "no!" :'( hahaha nadalah, but it went like that in my head.

I like Tom Yam Soup :9

but I like soup the most.

....

could we talk? i mean all of us.

-sya

pretty little liars

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of them is dead…

to be continued. i just love the song, creepy, scary, freaky. but it is just so addictive...

R<3

the present

the thing is,

we are still close and growing closer each day.
we are still hand in hand shoulder to shoulder.
we don't care about what people think of us.
we learned from our mistakes.
we still trust each other.
we survived.
we understood.
we compromised.
we are still the same.
we had enough and stopped.
we fought for our friendship and we still are.

you are the only exception.

grulaine♥

hello mom. how are you? i found you, yay. somehow
im not excited as i was before deciding on actually
posting something again. hmm changes? changes. changes.

changes? not much. my hair is curly now and its macam rosak.
cause its already starting to turn super light brown under the sun.
hmm love life, the usuals ups and downs. but still i manage to
go through it with a smile, much drama bubbling up the usuals,
and yet i still carry on haha like i ever gave a fuck.

motherfuckers dont know shit so say whatever you want.
apa tau mu?

yang penting the ones who i need the most is still in my life.
i thank you guys for always being there through thick and thin.

"Its not about who youve known the longest. Its about
who came and never left your side"
- thats family..or close enough♥